The truth is, if you wanna rise into your power, you’re gonna have to forget about being seen as a good girl.
Only you know the root of your deepest intentions and your heart.
Only you know what you do behind the scenes when no one is looking.
Needing to be the good girl means you’re needing to prove. Needing to prove means you’re wasting your energy on other peoples opinions of you. You truly can’t please everyone.
I want to be the woman who changes millions of lives with the power of the message channeling though me.
I want to be the woman who watches her identity burn to the ground to rise again from the ashes like a phoenix, mystifying those in her presence.
I want to be the woman that is overflowing with fierce generosity and kindness. The woman who is constantly clearing to be in a place where she truly wants the best for everyone… even those she has felt hurt by. The woman who is building up her power and circulating it out into the world by giving money to those who need it, giving energy to those who need love, giving presence to those who need space.
And that I think about it… I am that woman. I’ve been that woman. 💃🏻
So I’m done with the storylines of good or bad. 👋🏻
Let’s see each other as humans, trying our best.
Let’s practice believing in the best in each other.
Let’s hold each other in compassion and kindness.
Let’s know that we are mirrors for one another and act accordingly.🪞
And if not..
That judgement is yours and any ego pain I feel from harsh words, malicious actions, gossip, etc - I now get to transmute into strength and loving kindness.
When love is your lighthouse… it doesn’t matter if you “win” or “lose” on the surface level.
Instead of trying to be right, or prove our goodness, or be first, or best..
Let’s make connecting to our true nature of infinite love the goal.
That’s true success.
Last week, at 34.5weeks pregnant, I worked two full days at @hall_of_flowers ! I didn’t end my days with swollen feet either, hooray!! Haha! But seriously, it was actually quite nice being pregnant at a trade show.. Everyone was so nice! People were offering me food and drinks left and right… Some, a place to sit at their booths as I walked by and some even stopped to give me different types of fans because of how hot it was! Y’all even gave me the sweetest of compliments on my waddling ass self! 😭♥️
On a real note, I am so damn proud to work in cannabis. I fucking love this community, truly! The compassion, the love.. It’s definitely still here! Just because Prop 64 went and fucked up a lot of shit for us, it doesn’t mean the community that started prior to it has died! Thank you for reminding me of that and thank you to everyone for making my last little event meaningful! I love you guys! ♥️
Also, BIG SHOUTOUT to @buddybuddyindoornatural for always taking the best care of ya girl! I am forever grateful to be apart of such a badass team who not only grows absolute fire flower, but also takes care of their people as if they were their own! Thank you for the last two years of love! Friendship and Flower, FOREVER! 🥰♥️
#HallOfFlowers#34weeksPregnant#HolisticPregnancy#AveMaria#MedicineMama111#LoveYourself#BeTheBestYOU 😘 #TheBestOfTimes 💫#TheLoveInMyLife