𝔇𝔬𝔢𝔰 ℌ𝔢𝔞𝔳𝔢𝔫 𝔥𝔞𝔳𝔢 𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔩𝔢𝔯? 𝔇𝔬 𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔶 𝔰𝔢𝔩𝔩 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔠𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔫 𝔦𝔫 ℌ𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔶𝔴𝔬𝔬𝔡?
𝔄𝔰 𝔥𝔢𝔩𝔩 𝔦𝔰 𝔤𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔦𝔫’ 𝔠𝔬𝔩𝔡𝔢𝔯, ℑ 𝔡𝔬𝔫’𝔱 𝔭𝔩𝔞𝔫 𝔬𝔫 𝔤𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔦𝔫’ 𝔬𝔩𝔡𝔢𝔯 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔫𝔢𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔟𝔬𝔯𝔥𝔬𝔬𝔡…
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My beloved
@spidey_bites took the prettiest photos of me getting ready for my mummas funeral without me knowing n I had to post them because I knew she’d think I’m so pretty our love means everything to me and more thank your for every single thing you’ve done for me these past almost two years and especially these past two months I love u❤️
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Anybody that’s followed me closely durin this period of my life knows when we die (can we still get high) came out 3 days after my gorgeous gorgeous mumma
@charmainekelberg passed away suddenly
my mum, Charmaine adored
@yungblud with her entire heart to me this song was a message from her anybody that knew me and my mum will understand why
I’ve never felt more connected with music in my entire life(and it’s been my entire life since I was 8) then I have when this song came out it felt like a message directly from her through the one person she knew I’d hear it from
@yungblud
we played this and his cover of I’m with you with
@avrillavigne at her funeral and had the band she’s followed for 30 years (seattlesound) cover Pearl jam and the Nixons
the moments spent with her will forever remain with me and her love will forever flow through me, now she sits in her final resting place where she’s safe and loved,
The last time
@yungblud was here he organised a signed album of self titled for my mum because she was too anxious and afraid to come to any of the meet and greets or shows even though she drove me to both and had tickets she promised me next time she’d come 100% now she gets to go to every yungblud show
she looked at it in awe almost every day now it sits with her forever. It’s been 2 months without you now I miss you more every single day nothing feels okay without you I’m so thankful to have had you as my mum for 22 years none of this is fair I wanted so much more time with you and dad I love you both with my entire heart and soul 🖤