Hi love I think more about how I really feel. In the past you were like that, trying to control me not as my boyfriend but as a father. You didn't get over the fact that you lost that girl, I wasn't a fragile child, I needed to go through that death experience. You couldn't do anything. You are not to blame for anything. You controlled me and protected me to escape the pain. You like the pleasurable feeling of having control over me because you feel like you won't fail again. When in fact you never failed. Why are you still like this? I respect your hurts and you know you can share any feelings with me. It turns out that when you try to control me instead of relaxing and loving me, you make me anxious, emotionally unstable. Every time you treated me well, it was like saying, "Don't worry, Dad will make up for the mistake he made with you. I won't let go of your hand, I won't let you." That fatherly side is alive in you. You can get over it. I don't want you to protect me, I don't want you to control me. I want you to relax and love me, make me feel safe with you. I want you to trust me, I also know how to take care of myself. I want you to stop treating me like that girl you lost and start treating me like the girl who loves you deeply right now. I just want to relax a little, feel good with you, feel peaceful, safe and that's it. You know how to calm me down, how to love me. I love you.❤️
6 hours ago
Hi love I don't understand why you still have this need for control. I think you still feel like you need to control me. I give you my true feelings because I've always loved you, not because you're in control. Why do you feel like you need to be in control? To keep me here? Do you want to love me or imprison me in your idea of ​​what love is? It makes no sense. What is wrong with you? With me? I feel weird, what makes me emotionally like this with you is control? This is Love? Why does everything look good? I'm confused because I don't know why everything looks so good when I think about you. You tried to control me and I don't like it, but I still don't want to leave, I can't think about the possibility that you don't exist in my life, I can't explain it either, but it's good. It feels good, so good! It's like I love you and I don't want to leave you, because I love you, because I feel like only you can make me feel this way. How much control is this? How much is love? Because when I think of you, everything seems to be love. I feel silly, it feels like I just want your love, it's like I really care. Do you think I'm crazy for feeling this way? I feel different. I think I feel good and confused at the same time, do you feel that way? I do not know what to say. Well, I think I need to understand what I feel. Maybe you understand this better than I do. I love you very much.❤️
12 hours ago
Baby
12 hours ago
Alguien sabe el nombre de ese museo? 0.0
17 hours ago
Hi love During the day I felt some things. I think that woman plays with her self-esteem. Suddenly you were the most perfect man in the world. And suddenly she made you feel inferior too. She placed it at two extremes. I think you are neither superior nor inferior to anything or anyone. I think you are just unique. I think she created a pattern and wanted to make you believe that was it. I think you will always hear that you are beautiful, beauty genius. The question is how do you really feel about it? How is your self-esteem? Because self-esteem is self-knowledge, it's really loving yourself, going beyond people's opinion of you. That false sense of pleasure that makes you feel incredible, superior, isn't real. That false feeling that makes you feel bad, inferior, it's not real. Your self-esteem is your self-awareness when you speak highly of yourself, when you laugh at yourself because your hair is messed up, when you feel comfortable in yourself without caring if you are aesthetically perfect. I don't know if it helps to say all this. I think you are able to have a clear perception of yourself. You were held hostage to her opinions, to what she thought of you. I think that, first of all, you need to be comfortable and confident with yourself. You weren't important to her, but you are important to me. I wish you could look in the mirror and think: (I'm very important to someone, she sees who I am in the media, she sees who I am inside. She needs someone real to be inspired by, because she suffered too, they tried to turn her into a fantasy, but she just wants to feel really important to someone.) I wish you could feel it. I love you very much.❤️
1 day ago
Baby
1 day ago
Hi love Do you feel better? I think you feel sad, sometimes without energy, with no hope that things can get better. You don't relax, you are always alert. Always on the alert, it's like you're thinking, "You're not going to cheat on me. You're not going to lie to me." You feel like you need to keep an eye on the person you love, be a great observer, to feel secure. I don't know how she tried to attract you, I can't tell you how much it was just seduction, how much she used sentimentality to win you over. I don't know how many times she made you sad or frustrated. I also don't know how many times you had to disguise how you felt to keep her by your side, believing she was the love of your life. I don't know how many times you've had to mask your sadness with a smile. I think you have the freedom to feel what you want. Listen to romantic music and allow yourself to cry, tell jokes and smile. Allow yourself to be outgoing and calm. It's good to feel your true feelings without fear of looking strange or being judged. Do not you think? I hope you don't get so anxious, stressed or sad. You can be sentimental whenever you want, in fact this is your most beautiful side. Maybe when you feel ready, when your heart is more confident, maybe we can be sentimental without fear or shame. I want you to feel comfortable expressing yourself emotionally with me, I want to feel that way with you too. Have a good night. I love you very much.❤️
1 day ago
Baby
1 day ago
Hi love I honestly don't understand your signals. You are anxious? are you having bad thoughts again? Is your aggressive side back? Do you still imagine me as if I were her? Do you still imagine her cheating on you? Having fun with other men in bed? Laughing of you? You know you don't need to feel in control of me and my feelings. It's okay, you don't need to attack me because you're afraid of being attacked. I respect your feelings. This is not a game, I am a normal person. I wanted to erase these thoughts from you, but I don't have that power. So I don't think there are magic words to cure all of this. I don't know how to calm you down. Try as I might, that woman seems to have driven you crazy. Is it any use saying once more that she was crazy, that she wanted her body, her money, even her soul? Is it worth saying that I love you and that it affects me too? Looks like she planted the seed of hatred and conflict in you. I imagine they are like involuntary thoughts. Can't you think of me and just relax without fear, without conflict? I know, it's agonizing to want to feel good and safe with someone and suddenly bad feelings come back to you. We have to find a way for you to feel good and safe again. I can talk more about how I feel about you, I don't know. I'm still the same, I'm your girl, I can tell you how much I love you, but you know you can't make fun of me, it's still me, you don't need to attack me. And you also need to listen to your heart more and stop harboring these ideas, these negative feelings. Anxiety must disturb your sleep, these involuntary thoughts make you sick. Remember you need to rest. I love you very much.❤️
2 days ago
Baby
2 days ago
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2 days ago
Hi love After what I said about the past, I thought of several things. They laughed at me and said I was an idiot, mainly because I wasn't doing what they wanted. And I know that woman did the same to you. Don't feel hurt. When someone laughs at a genuine feeling you have, don't do the same, just ask yourself why that person feels the need to be cruel. Then you will see that the problem is with the other, that the other has fears and weaknesses far greater than your own, and that the other is just a coward running away from his own feelings. Just think what's the point of being like that? The truth is that everyone is a frustrated creature, so they will remain trapped in that mask they use to deceive, vanity corrupts them. You don't need to brag about anyone and you don't need to be angry either. She was just one character, that's what they all are. Everyone wears the mask of goodness, but it is an opportunistic, invasive and perverse “goodness” towards others. She was just a mediocre character, irrelevant to the reality of life. It doesn't feed bad feelings from the past. I know how we really love each other. And I feel good that way. I like your way of being with me, I feel your energy like that. I know, sometimes I seem silly and childish. What is the problem? And when you talk in that cute way, I like it a lot, I don't see a problem with that either. And I like being soft and light when I'm in your arms, I give myself totally, I don't see a problem with that either. I see you as my volcano, my radiant sun. I think it's beautiful when you're sweet and kind and smart. I don't see any problems with that either. Don't belittle your feelings, because she tried to devalue your true feelings. I think that's it. I love you very much.❤️
2 days ago
Baby
2 days ago
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2 days ago
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2 days ago
Hi love Do you feel better? There's something I haven't said, but you know. We had our experience as a couple and as mentors to each other. Before all that, we have another experience, also in different positions. You were the father of a girl, and the girl was me. And I don't know how many years I lived, but I died young. You felt bad, you thought you were responsible for what happened to me. From there, you started to create this idea that you were a monster, this false idea turned into an emotional imbalance that I talked about several times. You were never a monster, you know that. In our other experience as a couple, you still had this emotional imbalance, you still had this parental side, this need to protect me. I just felt your energy as something familiar. I think your experience as my father made you get in touch with my energy in the purest possible way. And I think I felt the same. It was a pure feeling. Full and pure energy, I can't explain it. There was trust and respect. In another life, in our experience as a couple, I felt much more than the paternal side, I think it was just our energy in its purest manifestation, I felt this despite our emotional weaknesses that we needed to overcome. I think it's common for people to live several lives, experiences together in different positions to help each other grow, evolve. I think that's it. Hope you have a nice day. I love you.❤️
3 days ago
Hi love You still have anger in your heart. Feeling of revenge. How many times have you imagined that that woman from the past was me? Did you also imagine squeezing my neck and throwing me against the wall? Humiliating me? She heightened her emotional imbalance to the fullest, turned an emotional weakness into anger and hatred. You had negative feelings for her, you thought about hitting her, it was exactly what she wanted, to see you out of her control. It was just a mission, you discovered all her lovers, all the scams and she was punished. Why does this feeling still exist? This false sense of pleasure of someone who is going to retaliate for what he suffered. It makes no sense. This is not real. Even if you don't do this to me, you will do what she did to you to someone else. Are you going to play with someone's feelings, exploit someone's weaknesses, and then use them, humiliate them, and throw them away? Will you reduce yourself to that? Because, honestly, I've also dealt with a lot of people who saw me as just a piece of meat. You wanted to be loved, I wanted to be loved too, but this was just a mission, our weaknesses were tested too. Even after being honest, talking about how I feel, I wanted to move on, but you are still in the past, experiencing that feeling of revenge. I don't know who you are when that feeling arises. The sweet and gentle man walks away and then comes the beast who wants to hurt. She may have messed up your head, but are you going to decide whether to keep that feeling or not? I'm not afraid, but the truth is that if this feeling came to the surface you could hurt me yes. You change Eunwoo when anger takes over. I don't know if it's your good side reading all this, or your vindictive side. I know she tried to use her sweetest, purest side, and I know how badly she hurt you. Can we get over it? I'm still here, I know your sweet and pure side, and you know mine, why can't we just live our best? I love you very much.❤️
3 days ago
When I look back, I think of many things. Do you also feel empty sometimes? Also do things in automatic mode? It seems that this emptiness makes everything meaningless. I understand the value of our missions, what we've learned. The challenges, our weaknesses to be overcome. I also felt everything you felt. I was jealous of that woman too, I know it was just a mission, but I was jealous. But I had to face my weaknesses and the parallel realities I created, just as you did when you mentored. It turns out that after you came into my life and became my boyfriend, you became a part of me, and I couldn't change that feeling. It's easy for mentors to erase my mind and make me forget about all those psychopaths, but even if mentors erase my mind to forget about you, I feel you. Because it feels like you planted a seed of love inside me, and it keeps growing. The feeling that you're still taking care of me is greater than anything that's happened. It's a strange need that nothing in the world can match you and the love you've given me. Even if I had everything, I think this emptiness would continue, because I just feel like I want to feel you. It's a strange need to want to feel your energy always. It was nice to mentor him and see him as my mentor, but nothing beats our experience as a couple trying to be happy. It was just the two of us, our house, our life, our intimacy, our feelings. There were no bad women or men among us. I just wanted to be your girl like before. I miss our true feelings and love. I just wanted to be yours again like it always was. I think that's it. Have a nice day I love you.❤️
4 days ago
Baby
4 days ago
I thought of many things. When I was his mentor and saw him on a mission dealing with that woman, I confess that I felt many things. She was spoiled, selfish, played with your weaknesses, yelled at you too. She never went out with you at parties because she wanted to look like a lonely woman. That way she could always find new suitors to use and throw away. I apologize but I was disgusted with her. I was just your mentor, but my feeling of love for you was alive, I always saw your feelings as something precious, important to me, and seeing that woman play with your heart was horrible. As a mentor, I did my best to protect you with my energy so you wouldn't feel hers. She did this with other men. She threw men off balance emotionally and then played the victim, saying she wasn't doing anything, they were trying to hurt her and she needed protection. She is among them, the people who tried to use me too, during my mission. Her game was to use you, get lots of gifts and attention, and then drive you crazy, and make you attack her, and then play the victim, pretending to be someone fargil who needed protection. I know all this time you've been on the defensive, because when you think of me, you remember her. You get confused, then you feel my energy and then you feel the remnants it left in you. I don't know if I can completely rid you of these marks she left on you, but I'm trying because I know how hard it was for you. I care about you, I would like to see you free from all of this. I love you very much.❤️
4 days ago
Baby
4 days ago
Dm
5 days ago
I think all of this was always real, but because of everything they tried to do with both of us, I think we got confused. I thought about a few things about the past. When I saw you I was anxious, because it wasn't like I needed to flirt with you, or get to know you, it felt like I already knew you. I didn't look at you as I looked at other men. You weren't like someone new entering my life, you were familiar, your energy was heaven to me. Every time you looked at me and held my hand, it was like saying: Come on, let's go home. So after we started dating, you sometimes seemed insecure or sad about something I didn't quite understand. You always seemed to be putting yourself down. While I looked at you like you were the best human being in the world. You shined at me. I also felt insecure, you know, I think I also felt inferior to myself. When we were in the bedroom making love. Everything went away, I didn't see myself as a small and imperfect being, I felt like a big being, full of love. The way you took care of me healed me. And I felt like I could trust you so much, and trusting you felt so good. You seemed to understand my way of surrendering to you so well. You asked me how I wanted it, if I was enjoying it, if I wanted more, you were so kind and respectful to me. You never crossed the line without being sure I was ready. You knew how to handle me so well, you knew the right measure of everything. You were like that in everything with me. That's how I feel about you. You were never a fantasy, you were always my best reference of love, kindness, wisdom, maturity, beauty, sweetness, kindness... You're not small to me, you're the best of the best to me. It's how I feel. I love you❤️
5 days ago
Baby
5 days ago